something new in 2013

It's April now and we almost past a quarter of 2013. I am a village boy who came to this city to look for my dream and destination in life. I grew up in a small town in Kelantan and has fantasied how good it will be if I have a life in city that never sleeps - KL. The main and only reason for that kind of fantasy is that I do not want to live under my parents' supervision or I would say I want to be a rebellion boy where I can go to club every night, no curfews, sleep with whoever girls that I wanted to, and etc etc etc... Right after I finished my degree, I started to look for jobs in KL and my mum was against me as she hopes and wish that I could help out the business of my family. After several times of begging, she finally let go of me and in return, I have to go back and help her out after few years.

Life in KL is more or less like what I have been expected. Most of it were sweet but there is still a minor bitter and sad part. Coming to this city alone means I have to start everything fresh, I have to look for a place to stay, I have to look after myself, I have to make new friends, I have to pay and responsible for all the expenses, I have to start planning for the future, and so, and so, and so... Been here for almost half a year, i learnt quite a few of things - independent, responsible, patience..... It's not easy to always on my own and luckily i still have friends to help me out when I am down or lost.

The main reason why i wanted to start blogging again is that I want to share every bit and pieces of me and through blogging, it actually can help me to release all sorts of tension in life. And, here you go, my first post in 2013.